LifE's LikE dAt~

2006-07-22T13:39:00.000-07:00

~Whoa, time flies and i haven blogged for 1 mth le..lol.

Watches Pirates of the Carribean and the effects were quite spectecular...however, was quite disappointed by the ending cuz they din account to us the fate of Captain Jack...

Mid-yr results finally showed some reflection of the hard work that i put in during June holidays..(*pat myself )..haha. I think its mostly due to the bad shock which i got during the March Block Tests that gave me the nudge to work harder.

Well, shall end here now... will not be blogging very often now..maybe once in a blue moon bah.

So meanwhile, good luck and take care, guys!! =)

2006-06-17T11:19:00.000-07:00

Today's the day . . .

I've been looking forward to this day since last yr... the race day... and most importantly, the last day when i'll have anything to do with dragonboat...

All the sweat, tears, exhausion, complaining, grumbling.... all will end after today. And after today, i can finally focus all my energy back to my studies... but aniwae, i'm already screwed for mid-yr.

2006-05-26T19:13:00.000-07:00

So today's the last day of Term2... so holidays coming!!! Looking forward?No way..this 'holiday' has a whole new meaning to it--mugging time. Well, whatever it is, i certainly look forward to July cuz that will mean I have stepped down le. Finally can study with a peace of mind le.

Aniwae, since I'm the only June baby of the class, my class bought me a cake and celebrate it in advance for me. Of cuz i'm happy, but sad to say...my face got smashed into the cake...again for the 2nd year...*sobsob*... lol..but they will get to eat the cake tainted with my sweat n oil..haha..

My fren, dunno why, seemed quite emotional today abt the issue of friendships cuz I guess she had some problems with her sec sch grp of frens. And, she asked me this qn, "Who do you turned to when u have problems?". This set me thinking. Who? Actually, i find it quite hard to suddenly call some1 and start wailing and pouring out everything to them, so... usually juz kept to myself. If not, maybe i'll call JY...if not... i'll keep everything inside until some1 (sad to say, usually my bio tutor but i do really appreciate her teachings) triggers off a spark and i'll burst out in tears. Usually when this happens, LY coincidentally happened to be around to lent me tissue paper. Well, in my clique, we 2 are the "victims" of the bio tutor so she's the only one who can understand the turmoil i'm going thru after being "attacked" by the teacher.

Aniwae, i'm not typing the above, feeling sad n depressed or wat. In fact, i feel quite fine. I juz wanna, u noe, comment abt this issue cuz frens are really impt. I admit i may not be a good fren, but i know i have several good frens around whom i can turn to but i chose not to burden them with my own troubles.

That's all for now. And meanwhile guys, study hard for mid-yr and all the best!! =)

2006-05-06T17:48:00.000-07:00

Kena scolded by my bio teacher again yesterday after the first tutorial of the day... she din scold me la, but juz nagged, u noe. But that had dampen my mood...so much so that i felt like crying. Decide to take early leave cuz dun want my frens to see me looking so pathetic.

This bio teacher, she makes me you ai you hen her... she's a good teacher no doubt and i really wanna do well, but somehow the effort I put in is always not reflected, not only for bio, but for everything else too and... this kind of helplessness, i couldn't take it anymore ever since the block tests. And also, my cca...I seemed to feel so lost... I dunno what TL wants... first, the sch (esp the principal) and my 2 cca teachers-in-charge want good, or at least improved results, from the team...yet TL want us to train so much...yeah, its all for competiton and he's definitly not wrong to want us to train hard, but...one side want good results, the other side want to train us hard...with all the time and energy consumed by the trainings, I dunno how to cope and am tired of thinking abt it le...I juz want TL to realise that we, or at least me, are not superhumans and we can't be compared to those elite students from other elite schools who are mostly high-fliers.

This 2 shorts years in jc... i dunno if i had made correct decisions or not...Rmb the undecisiveness b/w choosing bio and econs...the internal struggle b/w canoeing or db (lucky i chose db instead of canoe)... and if choosing to continue a sporting cca were ever a right choice. But its all too late to say all these le... jia you bah wy!!

And,i really appreciate the concern my frens have shown..if u ever visit my blog, juz wann say, yeah, I'm really fine... even if i'm not fine, like what principal has always say, I've no choice.

This entry sounds so depressing right...but hey, i promise i wun always write such entries...and I will not fall down so easily and will not let mrs goh have a chance to say her iconic "cham lo.." (even though she had said that in my dreams..it was a nightmare).

2006-04-30T12:36:00.000-07:00

Okay...long time since i blogged le, so i juz sum up what had happened since last week.

Last Sunday, my cca organised a dragonboat fun race. And personally, i feel that it was not as organised as I'd like. Some ppl who are supposed to be doing their duty were missing and somehow our big team seemed to have limited manpower that day. But I was most pissed0off by one event. At the end of the event, we are supposed to have a novelty race with those winners and teachers, and the sch's canoeing team were in,of cuz. There were supposed to be 6 guys and 4 girls on the boat for my cca, but in the end, only 4 guys turned up and those who are supposed to be racing were gone. It was a close fight b/w the 2 ccas. Aniwae, later, I heard that it was because those guys were afraid that we'd lost to the canoeing team and hence, they din turned up. And they can use the excuse that there were more girls if we lost. How cowardly can they be??? Hmmph.

Aniwae, that was last week. Last night, went to see my sch's concert. And, i dunno why, but I always end up sitting either too back or too front when i'm at concerts. When i went to see my sch's chinese drama some time ago, me and my frens went in too late and ended up sitting at the top left corner from which i couldn't see anything. And last night, I thot we went in at the perfect time, but ended up sitting on the 2 row...it was either too far or too near. I guess next time I went to see a concert, I shall go in early to book the best seat possible. Singaporean mah...lol.

2006-04-16T21:20:00.000-07:00

Heard a nice n touching short story on the radio a few days ago.

It was about this 2 good friends, A and B travelling thru a desert. One day, an argument broke out between them and resulted in a fight in which A punched B. B, who was punched, felt angry n insulted. He then wrote " today, my best friend beat me up" on the sand.

They continue to travel and reached an oasis. Juz as B was reaching out to drink from the oasis, he fell into the water. A, seeing this, immediately reached out n pulled him out. B then use a rock and carved " today, my best friend saved my life" on another big rock.

A couldn't understand why B wrote that he beat him up on the sand and that he saved him on the rock. B said, " When friends hurt each other unintentionally, it's best erased and forgotten. When friends had done something touching and meaningful for the each other, it's best remembered somewhere deep in the heart. The sand will blow away the memory that you had hurted me and i'll always remember that u once saved me."

Isn't this meaningful?

2006-04-05T14:08:00.000-07:00

Well, was quite upset last week from what i had written, but i supposed i'm back to normal now. After all, such emotions are not new to me. Am on 2 days MC today due to a fever, but i guess i'll be going to sch tml le..not too good to miss too many lessons.

Watched V for Vendetta a couple of weeks ago with serene and well, this film's not too bad, but i wasn't paying much attention in the beginning and hence got kinda confused in the later part of the story. But in my own opinion, it was quite a political film.

That's all for now...take care, guys!

2006-03-31T20:24:00.000-08:00

God, I feel (am) so shit. Can you sense the desperation in me?

2006-03-31T20:18:00.000-08:00

2006-03-31T20:16:00.000-08:00

RESULTS

2006-03-31T20:14:00.000-08:00

SUCKS

2006-03-26T19:51:00.000-08:00

Finished my block tests on wednesday and had a so-called class outing to K-box... well, it wasn't as enjoyable as i hope it will be. Shan't say animore here.

Aniwae, had no sch on Thurs and Fri. Finally get to go out wif frens. . . but I guess that will be the last few times i'll get to go out and have fun le... the thot of my training schedule for the next 3 mths creep me out.
Had a very "da-chang-jin" time these 2 days too cuz I spent the whole day watching the 1st part of the series which i borrowed from my fren. Lol...the show is not addictive cuz its, well, slow and rather draggy and chang jin kept being set up and sabotaged by those few ppl lo. Sianz...but i wanted to see how she become a doctor and how she end up with the other guy, and those cooking part looks very Oishii. (ok i noe it's not korean)
And, my chem tutor's flying today.... Bon voyage!

2006-03-18T21:48:00.000-08:00

I am now officially sick of studying. . . ! ! !
Getting more slacked and losing concentration with each passing day this week. How ineffective could i be? Aniwae, realised dat there are so many things i dun understand. . . monday's approaching and how am i gonna survive the common test week???

What's gonna come will come... so i guess i'll juz guai guai go back to mugging.

PS: Serene,if u r reading this, i look forward to hanging out with u and karen again, and my last paper is on 22/3,Wed. Cya soon!!!

2006-03-14T17:30:00.000-08:00

Well, had a rather slacked training on Sunday cuz only a few seniors turned up as the rest either ponned or had a competition to attend; with so few seniors, the teacher then went to teach the year ones.

Finally, i learnt the art of coxing after embarassing myself on saturday when i coxed and the boat juz kept turning in circles.

Have lunch together with my teammates at bugis. It had been a looooog time since we went out together to eat le, so kinda miss the bonding. Had a good time during lunch, gossiping abt ppl. Lol. Hope this kind of spirit will still continue to exist despite a so-called revolution by the teacher-in-charge.

Been so sick of mugging for the block tests next week...Argh!!Haiz...so much to cover, so little time. =

So Sad... ...

2006-03-10T14:48:00.000-08:00

Today's the last tutorial with my chem tutor and my class held a mini farewell party for him. So, i've been feeling sad, esp this week but I thot I'd be able to control my tears. Here comes the big BUT, i cried before my fren could finish her sentence ' I feel like crying...'. Lol.

Aniwae....yeah, it's rare to have good tutors but its even rarer to have a good tutor who can click well with the students..and its even more rare to have me crying over the leaving of a teacher.(well,i usually rejoice...like when leaving sec sch).

So, I made a promise to myself that I will definitly work hard for my exams and not disappoint him, and like what my tutor said, follow your dreams and do your best for it.

2006-03-06T16:36:00.000-08:00

Recently, found myself a bit she bu de my chem tutor.... haiz, nv really appreciate him when he's still teaching our class but only start to appreciate him more when he will be leaving real soon. . . =

2006-03-02T19:03:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I wonder how selective memory works. . . it seems to select those memories that one would wanna forget and discard those that one would wanna remember,like sch stuff.

Okay...so KJ got the wrong one...would really have to tell someone abt it soon to get it off.

2006-03-02T18:53:00.000-08:00

Got back chinese Ao' results and initially I was quite happy abt it cuz i seldom got such grade for chi in sch. Den later on after school, i heard alot of ppl saying they had gotten A1 and then I suddenly felt like i had gotten shit. But aniwae, it doesn't really matters...

When the year 3s were slowly walking into the hall, i was trying to catch a glimpse of him, but couldn't find him aniwhere, later on when i went to canteen to buy something, heard a familiar voice and realised he was standing behind him but i took a moment longer to recognise him..lol.
Had the urge to go talk to him, but then as i was deciding whether to say hi or not and gathering up courage, the opportunity is lost again when i took my food and walked away. Haiz...is it really that hard to say hi to someone? But then again, he's history. =)

2006-02-28T18:31:00.000-08:00

Actually, i'm not sure if i really wanna blog down the following thots, but since the person it's directing to is highly unlikely to come across my blog, i thot it shld be okaay bah..

You have somehow given me a positive force to strive hard for my goals as well as the courage to dream. Even though you did not really do anything to encourage and i dunno the reason behind this so-called phenomenom, but somehow you have became a figure which i look up to. Lastly, results will be released tml and may u get what u deserved. All the best for ur future endeavours.

2006-02-26T09:39:00.000-08:00

I simply love this new song by Lin JJ. . . so juz check it out if u ever came across it. . =)

只对你说

站在寂寞的舞台上
灯光下拖着自己的影子
音乐重复我们共同的忧伤

不是每一次的演唱
就可以淡忘明天没有你
In my heart we'll never be apart

残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念都对你说

Sarong Heyo means I love you
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑

Sarong Heyo 只对你说
Iwill love you and forevermore
我答应 baby you will see
每一个我都属于你

2006-02-22T11:28:00.000-08:00

Went to the Intercontinental Hotel during the weekend to attend talks on courses in NTU and although i still can't decide what i wanna study (provided if i make it to Uni), I'll most likely will not take science.

Had bio spa yesterday and I almost screwed it up...again.Yes...I dunno why but my mind always went blank during exams....esp prac. And that's one of the reason i'm not gonna do science again.

Well, i'm typing all these in the sch library now and gonna watch a war film which i dun understand a bit later for gp. ~tata

2006-02-14T18:20:00.000-08:00

== HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY==

Had a so-called frutiful day today..lol...made jellies for frens and of course, received a number of sweets and chocs from them...And as mentioned before abt this angel-mortal game my class was playing, my angel happened to be a guy classmate and he gave me a toy keychain,chocs and was thoughtful enough to include a flower (fake one) too..haha

Well, juz wanna say that friends, too, play an important role in brightening up one's(esp mine) V-day..=)..Love you all!!

2006-02-10T20:59:00.000-08:00

Dunno why, but the bus 24 which i take to school has been irritating me. Firstly, a few days ago, the backdoor of the bus could not close, den had to get down and took the next bus which made the bus of nyjcians late for school...but luckily the dm was merciful and let us off. And secondly, on one occasion after school, i waited for 40 mins for the bus... by which i could have got home already. And today after school oso, two buses came and 24 was the 2nd bus behind. As it was raining, i waited at the bus stop instead of going up to it, den as the alot of ppl were going up the 1st bus, it took quite a while. And who knows, the bus 24 driver thot nobody wanted to take his bus, turned out and went off, leaving me looking so damn stupid there. . .

Valentine's day coming soon, and my class decided to play the Angel-Mortal game. One picks a classmate, which is the 'mortal' thru drawing lots and becomes the 'angel' of the person he/she picked. Den the 'angel' will have to buy a present for the 'mortal and muz treat the 'mortal' well for the rest of the week till V-Day. Well, i dunno who's my 'angel' is, but i am hoping he/she will give me sunblock lotion as mine's finishing soon, but who on earth will buy sunblock lotion as a gift? Aniwae, i'll have to get a gift for my mortal too but i have no idea wat to give him/her cuz, honestly, i'm not close to him/her...any idea ?

2006-02-09T18:43:00.000-08:00

So, after 1 to 2 weeks of bingeing new year goodies, i have officially (oh no!!) gained weight... any useful tips from u ppl out there to reduce weight or at least to control diet???

And, V day coming soon, but there will be no difference this year, i believe, hmm..maybe except having a new group of friends to celebrate with?

Well, block tests coming soon in abt 1 mths plus time...muz start revision soon and i'd need to try to not to doze off in lectures.

2006-01-31T09:24:00.000-08:00

Went to watch I not Stupid Too with my sis yesterday morning.
Well, the 2 main actors have become so good-looking and their acting are very good, but i'd like to see Joshua Ang acting as some not-so-beng character leh. Aniwae, abt the movie, well, it's still on Chinese education and parents relationship with child, and with family violence as another new theme.Some scenes are quite sad and some are quite funny, but some parts are supposed to be funny but its not-that-funny...so they are trying too hard to be funny in some areas. On a personal note, i thot there was too much violence and ah-bengs le. I'd say it's not bad la, but maybe Jack Neo should start shifting his focus to some other social themes or problems that singapore is facing.

And last night is like the best CNY night ever for me....cuz i won almost 40 bucks!! Maybe it looks little for some of u but for someone like me who lose money almost every year, its something great. I din won it thru blackjack, but thru Bingo... where its like jackpot. Those who wanna play buys a ticket for 2 bucks and numbers are being called out through a draw but the banker. Mind you, the numbers are not juz from 1 to 25...random numbers from 1 to 100 are put in the boxes....AND I WON...which helped me to recoup some of my loss the night before.

And maybe i had a sip too much beer...when playing blackjack, i thot i had counted 21 points, but i only realised i had only 11 points when the banker opened my cards....so embarrassing siaz for some one who has been studying maths for long to actually count wrongly...if only i had taken another card which was a Queen, i'd have won instead of lose. But nvm, i'd rather lose 2 bucks and won 40 bucks anytime. Lol.

School's reopening tml le...time to get charged today...

2006-01-29T07:58:00.000-08:00

Had our annual Cross-Country and CNY celebration at Maritchie on
Friday... and well,it was pretty boring. Aniwae, well, this few days of
break will be a good time to rest as much as possible cuz i foresee i wun
be sleeping alot after the break.

Wishing you guys a

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

2006-01-21T00:30:00.000-08:00

This week has been soooooo hectic... and yet fun at the same
time. Damn tiring cuz of all the tests and tutorials, but quite fun
cuz of frens. Let me explain..

Well,its abit lame la..but it somehow incorporates what we had
learn in biodiversity into our lives. Me and my frens named ourselves
after the microorganisms...and i'm Escherichia coli,a bacteria which
is found in the intestinal tract..to be crude and put it tin simple
terms, i'm a bacteria found in shit. Lol..Poor me..Aniwae, yeah, had
fun joking and suaning each other...
Had cca orientation with the J1s and well, those who turned up was
far less than those 1st 3 mths last year..much much much less...dunno
how are we going to get enough ppl, esp after 1st 3 mths when the
number will shrink even more drastically.

And on Thur night when i was frantically cramming for the bio test the
next day, KJ send me a msg which made me laughed..haha..it was a
good msg which would make anyone feels good..haha..kj,maybe u
can venture into business in this area in the future, i might need ur
help then..lol..

Did newspaper collection cip today, and seriously, i prefer this than
doing flag day... although physically more tiring, but not so mentally
tiring cuz u dun have to deal much with attitude ppl.

Gonna have a long day again tml at training, with sea orientation for
the J1s again...
And 1 more week to CNY..Yeah! Though i dun see much point in
celebrating cny nowadays besides collecting hong baos and gambling
with relatives... it'd be more useful to spent the time resting or
catching up on work. And my new principal really noe how to make
good use of time siaz...try putting cross-country together with CNY
celebration on next friday... better dun say too much my sch le..cuz
the DM mentioned once abt him reading fellow students' blogs...

2006-01-15T08:00:00.000-08:00

Now is juz the beginning of the year and already, i felt so restricted
by my cca...there seems to be no freedom for other personal activities
other than training. Maybe it's because i'm not as passionate abt
it as the others, but hey, the main aim of going to college is to go
Uni and not to join some sadistic cca. Really, i've been thinking
why i ever join this cca when i have no love for the sport and for
the team for almost 1 whole year already and have yet to reach an
answer. Now that one of my frens on the team have left cuz she
wanna concentrate on her studies, i feel like leaving next. . .however,
something has been holding me back and i dunno what is that. Maybe
its my inborn stubborness and resillence?Maybe its the sense of
responsibility that i dun wanna disappoint the rest....? But i'll be
disappointing myself if i can't make it to anywhere and
continuing to subject myself to the others.

Right now when the training shedule is still rather reasonable
and the workload is juz slowly increasing, i cannot imagine
later on when the peak season comes and schoolwork is overloading.

2006-01-08T09:38:00.000-08:00

First week of school has been fine so far, except on friday. I dunno why, but our tutor scolded the class for almost 1 hr and for almost the first half of it, i have no idea what he was scolding abt. And when i understand it, i didn't see the point of him getting so angry..yes,he might be a bit pissed off, but we already did what he wanted us to do although mostly did in another form. BUT,he did not said that we MUST do it in this form. I regret to say that he is the saddest thing that ever happen to me in jc.

And yesterday was Flag Day...flag day...I thot it was the last time i
had to do such stuff in sec sch...it had never cross my mind that i
have to do it again now. Flag day always reminds me that the world
is unfeeling...and sad to say, esp the chinese. It is very tiring to keep
asking ppl to donate, but if one dun wanna donate, they can at least
say 'sorry' or 'no,thx', right...but some, juz pretend they din see u or
hear u...plz, flag sellers are humans,not spirits.

And so, went to chinatown with my frens at abt 10... it was still early
and chinatown haven even woke up yet...was so demoralized . At abt 11,
crowds of ppl started coming in,and 'business' picked up. Met some
,i'd say, weird ppl, who start asking me where is these donations going to,
and where is the organisation located. Plz la, i dun see the need to be SO
paranoid after the nkf scandal...for somebody as unknowledgable as me, i
have heard of th organisation which i was selling flags for. And also met
one auntie who donated a 5 cent and started saying to me that alot of eldery
ppl are poor and blah blah blah, but at the end of the 'conversation' which involves
me listening patiently,nodding and smiling, i believe her point is to tell me
not to cheat the ppl here. PLZ....Aniwae..after i met a kind lady who
donated $10, i felt better...lol..cuz i believe that i always got less than $10
donations for all the flag-selling i've done.

I sincerely hope that i'd not have to do flag day again...the world is cold
enough already and i dun wanna face it if i can avoid it. However, i'd be
glad to do other forms of charity work.

That's my week...

2006-01-02T19:05:00.000-08:00

Year 2005 is quite a year for me, there's all the changes in environment, friends and work...
-Survive a year in a totally new environment where I did not noe any one in the beginning of the year, honestly, i was quite depressed at first cuz i felt so alone while other ppl had freinds around them. But luckily, managed to make some good frens. Moving from sec sch to jc has made me realise that friends are indeed important...nv used to really tell my frens that i miss them or that i really love n appreciate them... but now, I do put in efforts to maintain friendships...
-Had to make alot of decisions by myself , however, i guess i still remain as undecisive as ever..(muz make it a point to be more decisive in this new year)
-And definitly, the work load is much much more...survive a year without tution, howver, i decide not to risk this year and got one..lol..
Resolutions for 2006?
Nah... i decide to do away with them...whats the point of making the usual ones for years without fulfilling them, such as not managed to reach my ideal weight and not managed to really save a targeted amt for years?
Aniwae, Sch's reopening tml and i can't wait to see my "fav" tutor again...

2006-01-02T18:28:00.000-08:00

... ... ... HaPPy nEw YeaR... ... ...

I finally broke my usual practice of staying at home watching TV
and surfing the net on new year's eve. . .
Finally had an almost complete gathering with Serene,HuiYan,Suting
and JiaJin on new year eve. All of them have change, they have become
trendier and of cuz, prettier, but all of us remain the same inside=>HuiYan
and Serene crapping as usual, Suting still being blur as sotong and always s
lower than ppl by a beat, and JiaJin still a sha da jie.
After dinner, went to Esplanade for countdown, had a great time chatting
abt old times and the present as well as gossiping while waiting for the
fireworks... went to the bridge at 11 plus and it was damn crowded la...i'm sure
i had sweated away some calories..lol..but the fireworks was magnificent.
Perhaps i'd not go for the countdown again...but we'll certainly gather again
someday, right? (hopefully...)
After countdown, went to suting's hse to stay over. It may sound a bit bo liao,
we spent the night (or early morning) looking at ppl's friendsters,talking,
playing cards and performing card tricks...finally fall asleep at 5 am...
All in all, i had a great time with them...Friends Forever,girls!!

2005-12-30T07:41:00.000-08:00

Finally...Finally...Finally I watched Chronicles of the Narnia yesterday. Have been hoping to catch this movie since it started advertising ages ago.
Aniwae, I haven read the book before, so I dunno if the movie had been following the story or not, however, the movie is quite GOOD...and...Peter(the eldest son) is very charming.Lol.

2005-12-28T08:29:00.000-08:00

I was back from the Taiwan trip a few days ago, but finally find time to upload some pics here. . . .honestly, i din take much pics of my own cuz my photography skills isn't that good n well, i thot i'd depend on my uncle for better quality pics..Lol
The trip was okay la...quite enjoyable though despite long hours spent on bus rides n visiting countless toilets (well, it shld be counted as cultural tour too as their toilet system are indeed diff from s'pore)...heard alot of religious stuff and Fengshui from the tour guide. Found out which direction is my best studying direction n funny enough, i've always been studying n doing my work facing that direction for years yet the results still remains mediocre...hmph..
And honestly, that trip was rather a stressful one, cuz all the other teenagers in the tour group of around my age are from top n prestigious schools, and juz being in the same buz as them keeps me thinking abt next year...Like i dunno how is it going to be like??!!
Yeah, aniwae, I wish u guys a Happy New Year !!!

2005-12-27T16:58:00.001-08:00

Me,as tall as the 101 building in Taipei =)

2005-12-27T16:58:00.000-08:00

Yeh Liu-Can u see statue of an Empress's head?

2005-12-27T16:39:00.000-08:00

Me n sis,at Yeh Liu

2005-12-27T16:37:00.000-08:00

Here's e front view of the very special restaurant. . .the ambience inside is great too

2005-12-27T16:36:00.000-08:00

Me,at a restaurant where it's built using wood only

2005-12-27T16:34:00.000-08:00

View of Liu He Night Market

2005-12-27T16:33:00.000-08:00

View of the Jiu Fen's countryside

2005-12-27T16:32:00.001-08:00

Is the sunset outside S'pore always more beautiful??

2005-12-27T16:32:00.000-08:00

Me,at a busy night market street in Taipei

2005-12-27T16:30:00.000-08:00

Me & sis on a bridge at Fisherman's Wharf,where Meteor Garden had filmed there

2005-12-25T13:00:00.000-08:00

I wish U a Merry X'Mas
I wish U a Merry X'Mas
I wish U a Merry X'Mas and a Happy New Year !! =)

2005-12-16T22:32:00.000-08:00

Hey frens, i'll not be in Singapore from 17/12 to 24/12. . . so will not be replying to msgs n calls. =)

2005-12-14T23:16:00.000-08:00

Watched Pride and Prejudice yesterday, and it's such a
r-o-m-a-n-t-i-q-u-e movie..not in a mushy sorta way, but in a nice n
rather sweet way, at least i din broke out in goosebumps..haha...
2 Thumbs-up for it! The movie would be more complete if it had
shown how Mr Darcy managed to convince his aunt so that he can be
together with Elizabeth..but aniwae, it's a good movie to be recommended. =)

2005-12-12T18:29:00.000-08:00

Spent most of last week at home to (supposedly) finish
the pile of assignments before going for holiday...and am glad that to say
that more than half are (supposedly, again) done. (applause)

But funny how time passes so fast each day and sometimes,
i only manage a few qns each day..like today, i only did 2 math qns
before going online...slack,eh?

Aniwae, a healing but itchy wound on my foot woke me up
at 4 a.m. and couldn't go back to sleep. So i thot i might as well finish this
book which i thot was kinda boring. After finishing the whole book at abt 6 plus
in the morning, i realised that the author (from a 1st-person point of view)
seems to be describing me sometimes in the story..hah... u noe,
like an overweight klutz with bad hair cuts sometimes and leads a totally so-not-exciting
school life..of cuz, there are differences la but i will not go in to details
as i'm sure you are totally bored now and my 2 younger sisters
(to those who saw 'em b4 : Plz stop saying they're cute, they're NOT) are now ordering(!)
me to teach them spelling n commenting that i type very slowly and
their er jie is better than their da jie (which is me, btw).

Gotta go shout at them now. ~ciao

2005-12-06T15:44:00.000-08:00

Well, I can't go out with jy without feeling paranoid the whole day. She has this special ability to make me feel paranoid even if it's juz walking on the street,esp along orchard. "Maybe you will run into him...", "somebody..", she'd always say although I have no idea which 'he' or 'somebody' she's referring to...causing me to become so yi shen yi gui. Orchard's not too bad a place to window shop with ur pals.. but going there with jy on a long-term basis will definitly suffer from some mental disorder which will make u keep looking sround for soembody, but u juz dunno who u are looking for.

So jy, spare me the next time we go there again. Lol.

~ciao

2005-11-30T21:58:00.000-08:00

I have volunteer for a tutoring program in the holidays to clock some cip hours and I was assigned to teach physics too!! Argh! What am i gonna do???And I saw that the student got a B3 for physics which is already better than what i used to get....what if i caused her to get C6 instead?? Gotta dig up my O level stuff again...

2005-11-30T21:54:00.000-08:00

Went to K-box at Orchard Cineleisure with some frens and we met a very very very rude waiter who definitly has a serious attitude problem. So fellow frens, beware of bad service at K-box Cineleisure Orchard.

2005-11-28T01:02:00.000-08:00

To be honest, i'm not really very happy or very high after the races...juz feel normal. Cuz something else is on my mind.

Does Man always have to lose something before he learns to treasure it?

If i'm given a chance all over again, i'll definitly treasure it well.

But. . . some things may not always have a second chance.

Juz when I thot heaven is giving me another chance again and i'm almost on the verge of untangling myself from the present plight, it suddenly pulls me back in again.

And this is why I'm suffering from insomia tonight
==> I have no idea what I really want.

Well, i guess most, or rather none, of u may not really understand what i'm saying, but i guess some of u all might get the idea...hopefully...? But aniwae, thx for lending a listening ear, or rather eye in this case.

2005-11-28T00:31:00.000-08:00

Well, the races today not too bad. Both the mixed and girls' boat managed to get into the plaque n minor finals and get something. HOWEVER, due to not getting into the grand final, we dun have a medal each. Juz a plaque for the whole team. Juz how stingy can the organisation in charge of the prizes get??
Have u all burst out in tears before? I mean, really burst into tears. I did today. Lol. Cuz during the finals, from where i was sitting in the boat, it looked like we got 4th ...we came up the shore, looking unhappy and sian...but when we heard the announcer saying we've got 2nd...almost all the girls burst out crying..One moment i was stone-faced, next moment I was sobbing. Man, it feels so dramatic...but it was all from the bottom of our hearts.

2005-11-27T08:24:00.000-08:00

After spending countless trainings under the scorching sun or in drizzling rain, the race is finally here. To my surprise, both the girls' and mixed boats actually made it in to the semis....the mixed boat was a close shave though..won the third by only 0.6s. Hope this time, we can really get something back...so that i'd not have spent my precious time, which i could have spent it wif my family or frens or for doing hw, with the team in vain.

==UGLY SINGAPOREANS==

2005-11-18T08:54:00.000-08:00

Recently, The ST has published some articles on the attitude of S'poreans in public, and i see the need for more such articles to inform and educate the public on basic courtesy, and of course, I feel that more can be done to make sure that S'poreans can be as beautiful as their city.
In my previous blog, I mentioned that I went to watch HP & Goblet of Fire and that I enjoyed it alot. BUT, I would have enjoyed it MORE if not for the loud whispering and giggling from some girls behind me. Almost through out the movie, they'll be giggling and talking ( i wun say it's whispering cuz whispers aren't suppose to be heard by other ppl around except the one u're whispering to right?). At the starting of the movie, some ppl already hushed and some even asked them to shut up. So after that was peaceful silence. However, I believe the noisy girls must have thick skin cuz they began making noise again. Yeah, maybe movie theatres have done enough to educate the movie-goers on switching off or changing the handphone itto silent mode. Maybe the next thing they can do improve on is to ask the people not to talk loudly and giggle irritably during the movie.
And next is a short bus incident. Was on the way to sch this morning and the bus was packed. I was stuck standing at the exit there and when the bus reached a stop, quite alot of people wanna get off. However, as another person was also stuck at the exit beside me,he moved back abit to let the people from the back pack of the bus to get off, however, i was still unable to turn much to allow the people on the front side to get off, den this 'blind' uncle cannot see that i'm stuck and said loudly in a very very very rude tone " excuse me, miss". What's wrong with him? Can't he see that i'm unable to move? And he thinks he's the only one who needs to get off? There are people behind him and they didn't even complain openly.Can't he wait until the other side has cleared then i'll be able to move to let them go out? Shit him.
In conclusion, obviously these ugly Singaporeans lack basic courtesy in public areas and definitly need to be educated on this. Really hope these attitudes of such people will not lead foreigners to describe Singapore as "Beautiful city with Ugly citizens".

2005-11-17T22:01:00.000-08:00

Went to catch HARRY POTTER & THE GOBLET OF FIRE in the evening with my sis at Plaza Sing.
2 words to comment: IT RAWKS!!
The movie was SUPERB..I love it. It was, like, as captivating and magical as the first one... definitly worth to watch it again.
The movie indeed has some frightening scenes, i even shut my eyes at some parts.Towards the end, it was getting a bit touching....almost cried, well, some drops of tears did drop down uncontrollably la..lol.
It's a bit sad to noe that the series is coming to an end soon... but i hope the last book will not be as dark as the 4th,5th and 6th books.
Hope u guys will enjoy it as much as i did.=)

SoOo emBaRraSs|nG. . .

2005-11-16T09:40:00.000-08:00

Having a 2-day-1-night cca camp now, then i felt sooo stupid during the first night la. argh. First thing in the morning after reporting to camp, i unknowingly entered the boys dorm to put my stuff, but no one told me that the girls were in the other room...until, another fellow female teammate came in to put her stuff, then i heard 1 guy telling her to go to the right dorm. Damn...then who am i? Nobody saw me and i'm already such a big piece of human flesh le? How much fatter(bigger) do i have to get before anyone can see me? Do i ever exist in the first place anyway??

At night, i dragged my feet and trip over a stair and fell down almost on my face in front of almost the whole team...darn... in front of teachers some more. Arhh..

I can't believe i'm such a klutz.

Wish me luck that I'll not embarrasse myself further, at least for today.

2005-11-13T20:32:00.000-08:00

What else but trainings these few days? But coach has asked me a qn recently which leads me to ponder... and i thot i had the ans to it ages ago.

Aniwae, there is obviously conflict going on in the team, however, its not nice to wash dirty linen in public, so i shall not say the details.

Juz wanna say that the teacher-in-charge has a serious attitude problem. Serious problem.

And, Harry Potter & the Goblet of Fire coming out soon!! Simply can't wait to watch it. . .=)

2005-11-09T11:31:00.000-08:00

WhOa~~I'm finally done with PW !! OP was not bad yesterday...everything juz flow smoothly..hope i can get ME for it. Lol.

So after OP yesterday, went to junction 8 with some classmates for lunch. Wanna watch Legend of Zorro with 'em after that...but gotta go back to sch again for cca. Darn.

Anyway, PW's over and it's time to get some work done le.

Happy holidays, guys.

2005-11-05T23:08:00.000-08:00

Had lunch with KJ, Grace & Heiwai yesterday, den this 'fren' of grace came to return her something. I dunno..but for me, i think i wun really sit down and have lunch with typically a bunch of strangers (cuz i'm shy). However, he sat down, so, of cuz we (me,kj &hw..we're nice) din chase him away (of cuz), but the atmosphere became kinda weird n abit restricted... Din even acknowledge our presence(except grace,duh) or say hi..haiz..some guys nowadays.

To grace: Girl arh, i dunno wat u wanna do with him for so long, but if for me, i'd long have gotten myself free from him. So...u see wat u really want lo. Juz be happy n dun let MY or OTHERS' opinion affects urs. ;)

That was during the day. At night, almost had a nightmare. Cuz i was excused from training in the afternoon due to some reason, , and i complained abit abt sch stuff to kj they all. And as the saying goes, ri you suo si, ye you suo meng. I dreamt of my ct posting a comment in chinese( his chi sucks) in the newspaper, commenting that i'm an irresponsible person for missing training. And in the dream, i kept cursing him for this comment...juz like wat i did when i saw his comment on my results slip in real life.

Are dreams reflections of life? Hope not...

Today's training..was..(dun really noe how to put it across..)..frustrating. The teacher on my boat thinks we're supermen(or wonderwomen, in my case) and kept rowing soooo fast, i'm not sure if the rest are supermen/wonderwomen or not...but i'm not. I'm Not. So, can he juz quit rowing soooo fast...couldn't catch up the pace, boat was heavy, morale was low.

Juz so Fed-up.

2005-11-03T09:44:00.000-08:00

Had a class dinner at marina bay on monday, after chinese. Well, it was quite fun la...ate a lot..buffet mah, muz make it worth.Lol
Then on tuesday(deepavali), after a short exercise session with the team in the morning at yck, went to jurong swimming complex with family. when i juz got there n was still wearing my shirt and was holding my sunblock and i wanted to cross a bridge to rent floats, 1 lifeguard first stopped me cuz i was wearing slippers..so, well.

Then, when i when back again, he was like, "miss,u can't walked here." I was thinking "huh?" He replied," well, u wanna go suntanning isit? Its the other side..." I was "No..what makes u think i wanna tan?I juz wanna rent floats.." The world is getting weird..even weird lifeguads exists..

well...the klutz strikes twice. Was sitting on the big float right, when i jumped down from the float, it slipped from under me and popped up and landed on a cute ang moh...haha..of cuz i said sorry den quickly went off before embarassing myself further.
Later on, was at the jacuzzi pool with my sis..i wanna try out this rather huge and ugly goggle , juz when i was putting it on, my dumb sis was twitching her right eye and tilting her head to the right..man, noe something was not too right. Quickly took off the stupid goggle and turned right, saw his cute boy-boy(well, called him'boy-boy' cuz he was too young for me)..but i'm not interested la.Maybe it was my sis who's interested and dun want her sis who was wearing a huge stupid-looking yellow goggle to embarass her. Haiz, the world is so realistic.

..."The World is Beautiful"...

2005-10-28T19:29:00.000-07:00

What a day! Principal gave her last talk as she's leaving this year. Den she showed statistics of the promo exam. My class was the 2nd lousiest sci class la...And to add on, nobody from our class was on the honour roll even though some of them are really good.

Aniwae, that's for the whole class. For me, i'm not having it any better either. Besides the result slip, oso received something extra, that is a "you're dead meat" roll for my g.p.

Honour Roll vs Dead Meat roll.
Guess which is more delicious?

Then, had training at sr sports complex at around 3, where the sun is simply burning beautiful. It had definitly burnt my beautiful skin. Also, we have to do so many sprint sets, with the heavy thots on my gp, how can i run, talk abt sprint? Man, i juz dun have the mood. And training seems to be taking over my life. Looking at the nov schedule, i cant even go out wif frens any more.

Oral presentation. Strepsils, anyone?

And lastly, chi next monday. Haven really study much, did practise some of the sections, but i have give up on the tian xie han zi section.

I've no idea how i'm gonna do it, but i'll have to hang on till at least the week after.

What a beautiful world, isn't it?

PRIDE & PREJUDICE

2005-10-27T17:11:00.000-07:00

These 2 days of OP rehearsals and some comments i've received from blah made me feel that he's got something against me. Is it my pride or his prejudice? It's not dat i cannot accept negative remarks abt my presentation, but he had to add in this comment that made me feel uneasy...like i'm so lousy when i felt that i'm quite okay with my part. Asked my classmates and i seemed okay too...so what is it that he has to made me feel so bad?

Maybe I'm reading too much into it. Hopefully.

2005-10-24T14:56:00.000-07:00

PW is kinda getting on my nerves nowadays, hope to get it over and done wif soon... AND OP is,like, 2 wks later n i can feel a sore throat coming soon..*cough cough*..
And, it may sound childish, but I kinda made a new fren today. Haha. Actually we take bus from the same bus stop, but before that, we nv tok. But today becuz both of us are late and missed the bus, we decided to share a cab. And she happenned to noe a pri sch classmate of mine too, so, we juz talked abt sch and stuff lo.
Sounds funny right, i nv really realised the importance of frens in the past, not that i dun treasure u guys, but last time it seems so natural to have u all around all the time for company. But since beginning of this yr, i had felt the fear of being alone in a foreign place, so i started to open up a bit and started making frens. Well, all in all, i juz wanna say it's better to have more connections lo...=).And of course, i still treasure my friends(pri,sec,jc..).
And to xiuwen & eileen(if u guys are reading..): I might be a bit quiet or moody or watever sometimes, but i still love u guys,k? *muacks* And, eileen, i'll try to get ur 5566 cd provided if i can find it & xiuwen, i dun exactly noe wat u want, but i noe u love food and maybe i'll ta bao some mee sua back for u..lol..

2005-10-17T16:56:00.000-07:00

Firstly, HE is so damn sarcastic and I DUN LIKE him.

Secondly, got back all the papers today. All suck. Feeling really down in the dump although the marks are what i expected.
Maybe i should have work harder, but i had already tried my best to study them and yet...maybe i'm just not cut out for studying...maybe i shouldn't have come to ny...maybe i shouldn't even enter a jc in the first place...maybe i should have gone to a poly instead...maybe i should drop out of sch now and enter poly next yr...maybe i should juz rot my life away at home. Or should i hang on till the end?

Maybe, maybe, maybe. . . there're just so many maybes and so many uncertainities. . .Is this what u call 'unsure of the future'?Everything used to be so firm and safe, and now i'm like walking across a swamp. Anytime i might reach my destination safely, anytime i might sink deeper, and anytime my head might be below the water.

2005-10-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

Have been wanting to learn coxing since i started my cca but there wasn't any chance for me. Those seniors who came back to help oso say girls are not as strong and as good as guys for coxing..and coach?Well, u can say he's a bit biased against girls too...BUT i, as well as some other gurls, did it yesterday (when no seniors and coach are around) for abt 3 mins. SO, we're juz as good,k? =)

Will be getting the promos results back tml...and it's in the hall, man, why they wanna make it even more tense for us? What if i start crying after receiving the first paper?That would be soooo embarassed. Really hope i'll get decent grades...and if i really have to fail,hope i dun fail so badly that i have to dig a hole on the spot and hide myself in there for the rest of my life.

2005-10-15T08:33:00.000-07:00

Some ppl are juz too overbearing sometimes.

It's hard being a leader, and even harder being a good leader.

2005-10-12T15:17:00.000-07:00

Can't believe my luck to have gotten a slacker of a teacher.And i'm trying my best to say all these calmly, lest somebody sue me for slander, especially nowadays.Where's the freedom of speech we're suppose to have? Aniwae, Damn him....How could he be so irresponsible and slacked?? Man, the only things he noe how to do is makan, crack lame jokes and swing his hands around. Plz, sir (if u noe who u are and i dun think so and i personally find it disgusting and insulting to address u as sir), give me a break and stop telling me to continue living. As if i dun want, and if i do, it's not for ur sake (who will?I guess moz ppl rather die than to have u as their 'shifu'). And the person i'm looking urgently for today turned out to be on mc...how bad could all these get?

Juz unbelievable. Juz nice. Juz great.

O, heaven, u really like to play jokes like these on me right? Yeah, maybe i could have juz gotten use to ur cruel jokes these few years, but i couldn't. Could you juz love me a bit more and spare me??

Btw, juz wanna comment that despite having such a one-and-only unique teacher around, good and responsible teachers still exists. Was hanging around outside the office, then this teacher ( think so bah) came and asked wats wrong, and offered to help me check around for the person i'm looking for. These type of ppl deserve some sort of rewards, unlike some, who deserved to be &*%^$#^%.

2005-10-12T08:46:00.000-07:00

Went to Orchard Lido to watch The Myth yesterday. The movie was SUPERB, gave it 4 out of 5. Even though it has some sorta time-travel element in it, it was quite well-connected. But towards the end, it was a bit bizzare to see a modern man in black with a fairy fully in white together, but the story still stay connected and doesn't makes u go " what the heck" . It was every cent well-spent for The Myth.

Well, i've always quite like jackie chan's movies though i'm not a huge fan of his.

And, me and my frens walked along the whole of orchard and i saw 4 ex-damaians but i avoided them all cuz i was wearing a shirt with a stupid logo on it.

That's all for now. Tata~

2005-10-08T11:52:00.000-07:00

Whew~Finally can drift off to slumberland peacefully last night and woke up after the sun's up. After days of dreams where mathematical formulae, chemical formulae n definitions and biological terms appeared in them, i finally had a good but simple dream last night. But before the nice dream came on, i dreamt that i was late for exam...the exam stress muz been rubbing off me.
Aniwae...for the nice dream, dreamt that he waved and said hi to me...haha..okie dokie..no more said. It was juz a dream.

Going to rent some movies later.

2005-10-07T11:14:00.000-07:00

Finally, my exams are finished. Juz pray that i'm not finished.

2005-09-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

Haven been blogging for...almost 2 to 3 weeks le. Cuz all i've been doing all this while is wat u guys have been doing too.

Anyway, will be having my first paper (GP) TML.... Argh!! My g.p. sucks la...juz hope i can pass. Also on for maths tml...nowadays, cannot concentrate and super ( SUPER) careless. ...

Wish me luck.

2005-09-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

Well, sch's reopening again tml... sianz, but honestly, i think going back to sch is better cuz i've been slacking too much during this 1 wk break. Initially, thot that i'd pia for the whole week, but it ended up with me lazing around more than studying. Well, i did revise, but only revise a few of the topics which i had planned...

Anyway, grace asked me out to play badminton after her last paper on fri , but i turned her down. Grace, really sorry for turning u down again. We'll hang out again later,k? All the best for ur concert...'m oso really sorry for not turning up despite u asking me much earlier.

Well, that's all for the whole week. Good luck to all those sitting for exams and those who already had theirs. Ciao~

Has the World forgotten Me ?

2005-09-04T05:21:00.000-07:00

Now it's 5.03a.m., i'm listening to radio and was doing math a while ago. And guess wat, i'll be spending 2 days at home alone. The rest of my family has went to spent a 3-day holiday at a chalet which my aunt booked. Feeling quite bad as i din go cuz the thot of the promos already half-freaked me out and have no mood to laze around in the pool or whatsoever. Anyway, since sec sch, i kinda always wanna go overseas to study,now it's a chance for me to have a feel of independence.

And guess wat? I dun think I like it at all. The house is so quiet, so unlike the usual noisy atmosphere with activities going on every moment on a sunday i.e. younger sisters playin',fightin' & cryin', me n my sis shoutin at each other,mum in kitchen,dad listening to his oldies etc. Every sunday with the house so noisy, i always hope to have a moment of peace. Now it feels too quiet and lonely.

Like I am all alone. Like the world has forgotten me.

Planned to go back to damai in the beginning,den had a misunderstanding and i was suffering from flu, so din went back in the end. Dunno y, read kj's blog and felt so forgotten by my frens... ... Maybe it's partly my fault too, haiz... With the sad music playing in the background, i'm feeling a bit emotional on this lonely early morning.

Has the world forgotten my existence?

Can any1 sense my desperation??

2005-08-25T22:48:00.000-07:00

Will be havin chem spa tml again. Though I have some clues abt it, but i still need lotsa luck. I can't afford to screw up!!
Promos in abt 4-5 wks' time...and i haven officially started revision...how can i start revising peacefully if the tutors keep pileling hw n new topics on us?? Shucks.
Equilebrium?POE?Heck...shift left or shift right? I have no idea, it only got me seeing stars.

Shen arh, jiu jiu wo ba !!!!

2005-08-19T17:46:00.000-07:00

What a terrible week. . .

MONDAY
Got back a bio test. Bad. It's not that i never study, i spent 4 days studying for it during the national day break, but in the end? I dun understand, can anyone explain to me, y is it that everytime i mugged hard, the result will still be as bad as those that i never even study for???

Had bio spa at the end of the day...screwed it up totally!! My mind couldn't concentrate and saw my fren's table had a lot of numbers while mine had juz a few words... in the end, i made all the numbers up. 'I'm dead, I'm dead...' kept going thru my mind...it was horrible.

TUESDAY
Math lecture test. Out of 4 qns, i can only do 1 full qn with some confidence. . . the rest? I hope Lady Luck was with me that day. But anyway, i'm used it already. Used to the fact that sometimes, hard work is never paid off.

WEDNESDAY
Had only 1 tutorial and 1 lecture that day, end class at 11.40. If the jc system is something like this, it would be great..lol..it'll never come true.
Since, i was in the library till 2 plus, i never saw what happened, but i heard from a fren that there was a peeping tom in the sch toilet...and somemore, it's the one many girls (including me) frequent. He used a camera or video cam to peep thru the ventilator in the cubicles...sick right. Of course, he was caught on the spot with evidence of the equipments used, if not,..nowadays, there are always thick layers of toilet papers stuffed in the ventilators. See? Ppl can't help being paranoid even when doing business...

* * * * * *

CCA...I'm losing interest, confidence, and most impt, drive. There was really nothing holding me back in the team le, except for the fact that i dun wanna be discriminated by the members and i want a good-looking testimonial at the end of the course. Somehow, i feel that i had different ideas from most of the girls in the team, of course, being ME, i din expressed out la, who will bother to listen? Haiz, i dunno how to say even though i have loads to say. In the past, i went for trainings, with a little hope and belief that my efforts will be paid off. Now, this belief no longer holds for me , i juz go for trainings for the sake of going to trainings.
To put it simply, I have given up.

2005-08-10T08:59:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!!
Well, kinda waste the whole day yesterday. Went with cca team to the Tampines National Day celebration compound there as volunteers( cip) for crowd control thingy...it wasnt' exactly 'voluntary' lo. Anyway, went from 9am to 10 pm...and our job there is to juz distribute food... so after distributing the dinner packs at around 4 plus, we have nothing to do after it!! Napped around and finally couldn't take it any more, went walking around the celebration area... den the 'fruitful' part came...you wun exactly call it 'fruitful' but. . .heh..it was something.
Came across the army fitness centre exhibition. There were some basic fitness test things like sit-ups machine, standing broad jump, shuttle run and chin-up. Yeah, me and 3 other galfrens went to the chin-up area lo. From a distance, my fren spotted a cute guy ( he was one of the ns guys there)...i saw and thot he looked quite normal. But he approached us when we were approaching the chin-up bar..haha..quite ( very, in fact) cute. He asked us where we from and he said he was a year 5 from ny too. . haha.. And while we were hesitating whether to try the chin-up bar and embarassed ourselves, he talked to us, trying to persuade us to try. Found out a bit of info abt him... his age, cca and subject combination last time. .. and at one point of time, we were at the 'name' topic, BUT me and my frens did not take ( or rather forgot) the chance to ask for his name!!! Argh!! After trying, we went back to our area, told the rest that there were some cute guys there...and the decide to go n take a look to...so all in all, i went the bar area for like, 4 times in all yesterday! Think some of the ppl there already recognise us 'cuz of our distinctive orange shirts. Anyway, the rest of the girls, of cuz, talked ( or flirt???) to him lo..haiz, shouldn't have inform therm abt him..den can keep him all to the few of us juz now..haiz. I stood aside lo.. very paiseh to keep going there, u noe. Besides him, also noticed another one. Plz dun say that i'm guy-crazy,k? It's seldom i get some eye-candy,k? The guys in sch are, well, okay...
Aniwae, while he was talking to the girls (Hmph~), got this guy(one of the ns guys again) 'performing' chin-up..was showing(off?) the ppl some special ones la, den i juz simply told my fren, " this guy quite hao lian hor.." as when i went there 1st time in the morning, he was showing us some difficult-looking ones..for eg, pull up, clap, den come down. After my comment, another ns staff there walked past n heard it..he turned around and said, "ya lo..he very hao lian one"...Damn, i was soooo embarassed!!!Actually, he wasnt a show-off or wat la, he's quite funny too when he talked to us..lol..but it was juz a half-kiddin comment and his friend heard it!
In conclusion, the most fruitful part of yesterday CIP was at the fitness area...haha.
And last night, i even dreamt of one of the guys ( the ex-senior), not exactly dreamt of him, juz dreamt of my friend who told me his name... cuz i was really feeling quite yi han abt it..haiz, anyway, he looks like he got a gf already, so well, back to reality.

2005-08-05T15:11:00.000-07:00

It's Friday, my favourite day of the week, again. This week has been nothing but chiong-ing tutorials . Next 2 weeks? Choing-ing tests... tests on topics which i have no absolute ideas on.

Anyway, during chem prac, i lighted my first matchstick and... burnt my finger. Is this an omen that I shouldn't play the stock market later on?? Okay, bad sense of humour here, but how? Life's been dull lately and i foresee it will be for the next 1 yr plus.

tata~

2005-07-29T16:33:00.000-07:00

Life is so fragile... ... Live everyday to the fullest... ... You'll never know what's gonna happen next... ...

These are some of the familiar phrases we have heard every now and then. Most of us juz tend to brush them aside, however, it was yesterday that made me realised how true these are. A year 1 student had passed away suddenly. Yeah, the word "suddenly". Though i dunno the person personally, i knew who he/she is. He/she seems so active and lively...

Let peace be with him/her.

2005-07-28T17:24:00.000-07:00

You'll never guess wat me and some of my classmates did while waiting for chem prac. We played pepsi-cola...still remember this game where one has to step on some1's else foot? Sure,you did. Luckily the sci block area is quite ulu, if not very paiseh. However, it's nice to play such traditional games again, cuz i seldom see kids nowadays playing them..hmm, traditional practices do get lost.

2005-07-27T21:45:00.000-07:00

Disappointment. Again.

2005-07-26T16:52:00.000-07:00

Read "The Five People you meet in heaven" by Mitch Albom (author of Tuesdays with Morrie), and am feels that I have noe abit more abt life. Not that I'm a philosopher, but the story leads u to think abt wat u are doing everyday and the consequences that might be involved. In the story, it seems like every little thing we did will be recorded and somehow, no matter how insignificant the action is, it will always involve a consequence. And I came to notice some weird patterns that happened so far in my own life, such as when I said I hate something, in the end, i'll like it alot. And I used to think that I had never thot of choosing nyjc, but recently i juz flipped thru my last yr's diary and i found that I had wrote it as one of choices i might choose if i did well enough. Though I had forgotten i ever wrote that entry, true enough, here I am.

So, from now on, i muz be careful of wat i said and did cuz you might not know what strange things will happen to you and what weird places you'll end up in!!

2005-07-23T19:15:00.000-07:00

Felt so cheated today. Thot I'd be able to go down to the water today,but instead juz run (again) and do land drills. And, the elder sister of Candyce( one of the superstar semi-finalist) came down and gave out fliers and ask for our support for her(She claimed that both of them was ex-nyjcians,and she was from db as well). However, honestly, i could see that Candyce was not a popular choice among the team...well,well. If one's really good, then one will get the support he/she deserve...by asking support thru ties, i doubt it will help much.

Anyway, so far, i've never met anyone more indecisive than me. Been thinking whether to pierce another pair of ear-holes since last Nov...almost 8 mths le and I can't seem to reach the decision. Wanted to get my ears pierced again so as to let the temporary pain of it distract me from thinking too much abt uneccessary stuff, but yet the fear of pain is hindering me in reaching a decision...

Haiz...it's juz some ear-piercing, wat's so difficult abt it huh, wanyee??

Gotta go complete my tutorials le... as well as some revision, cuz i haven been understanding wat the chem and bio lecturers have been saying. Genetics and Kinetics, anyone?

2005-07-19T21:02:00.000-07:00

I HATE THEM!! I HATE THEM!! I HATE THEM!!

I HATE IT!! I HATE IT!! I HATE IT!!

Looking forward to the day when I can finally leave them. . . I'll gladly do so without regrets, without turning my head back once more.

If only they knew how i feel. . .

2005-07-15T22:43:00.000-07:00

Chat with Jy yesterday and felt soooo much better and lighter ( not literally) now. See the power of a true friend? Of course, I got a few more out there and YOU noe who YOU are, right? Lol... Love ya all.

Anyway, she was also kinda having problems of her own. Both of us realised that in jc now, it's already kinda difficult to find a good friend and that relationships with people are difficult to handle. Wun it be worse and more difficult when we go out into the working world??

2005-07-13T18:50:00.000-07:00

I'm soooo not myself recently, seems that I have a knack of withdrawing myself from ppl but not getting close to them. And dun feel like talking much these few days...seems to have lost my ability to interact with ppl, might as well juz make me dumb. Haiz, I dun wanna be like this too and this person is definitly not me. The real wanyee, plz come back.

Do I sound mad? Maybe I am.

2005-07-09T18:28:00.000-07:00

Welcome to the Gay club

2005-07-09T18:27:00.000-07:00

Gwen&Limin, the superb yr1 pacers.

2005-07-09T18:26:00.000-07:00

So tense arh?Be careful of high bld pressure..

2005-07-09T18:25:00.000-07:00

Me&QiFen,the only true demure ah-girl of the team..

2005-07-09T18:24:00.000-07:00

Me & Gwen, who self-proclaimed we're a couple

2005-07-09T18:23:00.000-07:00

Jane&Jasmine,The best senior-junior buddies..

2005-07-09T18:22:00.000-07:00

The Yr1&2 gurls. Top left:Cheryl,Poh Si,Gwen,Jasmine,Jane,XueLi,Regina,Cindy 2nd Row left:Xueling,WeiQi,Joanne,HuiTing,QiFen,Karene Bottom Row:HuiSin,Weiling,YuanLing,HaiLing,Cindy,Me,Kor Ting

2005-07-09T18:17:00.001-07:00

nydb 05/06 Yr1 Gurls..

2005-07-09T18:17:00.000-07:00

"I've always been admiring you.." Kiddin', nydb gals are straight..

2005-07-09T18:14:00.000-07:00

from right: Hailing(buddy),Cindy(senior) & me

2005-07-09T18:06:00.000-07:00

Top row left:Limin,HuiTing,Me,Jasmine,Regina,Yuan Ling. 2nd row left:Cindy,QiFen,Gwen,Hailing,Weiling,Xueling. The last X-Tra: HuiSin

2005-07-09T18:01:00.000-07:00

"I've always been admiring you.." Kiddin'..All db gals are straight..

2005-07-09T17:58:00.000-07:00

From right, HaiLing(buddy),Cindy(senior) & me

2005-07-09T17:54:00.000-07:00

From Right,

2005-07-09T09:36:00.000-07:00

Had a farewell bbq for the seniors at Changi Beach. . . Some last fond memories to share with ya.

P/S:I'll ask the juniors to choose some place with more entertainment for next yr farewell.